Darlings,
The last week has not been easy for me and yesterday was a significant struggle. My mind wanted to buy all kinds of problems. For the first time in a long time, my body was gripped with anxiety. Everything seemed to make me edgy. I wanted to judge myself, my life, my parenting, you name it. Yet when I checked in to Oracle Report, which I only do now when I feel really funky, no surprise the energies were up and she requested we stay positive and not buy the bullshit. I did my best and used the most important antidote there is, loving myself no matter what. So I choose to love myself, embrace myself, cherish myself even though, especially since I was feeling anxious, incompetent, unproductive, useless, fearful, uncertain, unclear. The day reflected my jumpy energy and I felt I was making errors here and there. I just let it be and loved myself the more. Sweetheart, I ‘d love to encourage you to do the same. Today pick something you dislike about yourself. Choose to know that by allowing this, by embracing this, by cherishing yourself with this, you are freeing yourself, you are breaking the chain, you are liberating yourself and thus the world. Will you join me in this heroic act of liberation. I’d love to hear from you if you choose to join me. Sending so much love and encouragement.
P.S. Today feels better.
Thank you for the advice/guidance. I'm feeling the edginess etc. today.... Partly from being housebound during the day this week due to elevator repairs. Which should be finished this afternoon, but more to come in two weeks. It's also a very foggy chilly morning, but may clear. So I'm going to try my best to love all the things that are bothering me - to join you in the "act of liberation."
ReplyDeleteLove,
B.J.
Darling, thanks for letting me know you are joining me, that warms my heart. Sending you love and cuddles to warm the chills of fog. Love yourself for not being able to love yourself, if that is what is present.
ReplyDeletekisses,
savannah