mystic's message from the cosmic path

The Mystic’s Message

by Ray Rolando

FEEL IT ONE HUNDRED PERCENT -

Whenever an Energy arises (bliss, anger, happiness, sadness, etc.), it’s best to FEEL it 100%. Don’t put a cap on it, or allow your being to act as a pressure cooker. Feel what you are feeling. Don’t be in resistance to it.

Being in resistance creates patterns in your DNA. You create methods or routines for dealing with these types of things that arise if you resist them. Whereas, if you feel these emotions in their entirety, you can then allow them to pass through you and later say that these energies were present. There is quite a difference between saying, “I am angry.” vs. “Anger is present.”, or “I was angry.” vs “Anger was present.”  Try saying “I am chicken pox.” Doesn’t make sense does it? Then how can you be anger? The answer is that you BE anger when you resist its message and feel all of its associated Energy and believe that you ARE the Energy, rather than KNOWING that this Energy is simply moving through your vessel and that it has a message for you while it is moving.  Ask for the message and say thank you.  Then move on.

Thinking that you shouldn’t be angry, or sad, or anything else is an illusion. You cannot BE any of those things in actuality. You can only believe that you are by attaching to thoughts that aren’t real. When you realize that you are not your thoughts, you can be liberated from thinking that you ARE anything other than LOVE. That is how you were created, and that is how you will return HOME, no matter how many things you thought you were in between.

So, the next time an emotion rises in you, rather than resisting it, try feeling it ONE HUNDRED PERCENT. Don’t attach it to the “I AM” presence, but just fully FEEL it there within you. Like ALL other energies, if you allow it to properly move, it will have a beginning, a middle, and an end. And, in the end, you will still have your I AM intact, but unattached to the Energy that just moved through your being. In doing this, even as a practice, you will be doing the world a great service, as you are serving humanity on a level that most of humanity is not yet ready to understand. And, so, you do it for every ONE, not just for you – in other words, you do it for “I AM”.

With so much love in my heart for you,

You are LOVEDLOVEDLOVED……… THE MYSTIC

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new statement for 2014

I am creating an opportunity to shift my previously harsh, type A, false spirituality treatment of myself by adding a word to my 2014 statement:

This or something better for the highest good of all concerned

2014

Rapturously and tenderly celebrating stupendous success and abundance!

love

savannah♡

guilt and Catholicism

I awoke this morning before dawn torn by a terrible guilt over something I had said to a new friend, establishing boundaries and relaying different needs. I knew something big was up and felt tension in my left shoulder. I asked it what it needed, what would help it relax. I immediately got an image of the Catholic church and how I was indoctrinated with the concepts of sin and guilt from the earliest age. I spent 7 years in two private Catholic school where I literally went to mass 6 days a week. The punishment for sin was eternal damnation. Since I felt I had committed a mortal sin over a silly childish prank I merely WITNESSED, for years I believed I was doomed to hell, to ashamed to confess my horrible sin. I will soon bury the word sin in a sacred place on this glorious land. I will also burn the word guilt. I am also saying to myself the words I wished a member of the church had said to me, to make me feel better about this situation. I say them slowly and tenderly to myself, a la Matt Kahn's instructions. I have also been doing a process to release old soul contracts. One is about how a relative judged and criticized me frequently. I immediately saw how often I judge and criticize myself, for not being perfect, for not being always loving. Yes, I see now how I am spiritually type A, relentlessly pounding myself. I am anti-doting this by loving all parts of myself, the guilty part, the critical part, the rageful part. I feel deep rage at the deliberate soul destroying way I was manipulated by the Catholic church. I know most people are unaware of the dangers of that conditioning and it has taken me awhile to wake up to those perils. I do not blame the nuns or priest who I see as innocent victims too. Rather whatever force decided to subjugate humanities power. Not a story I need to get into. I am just allowing my rage, sadness, seeing it pass out of my energy field.

inner soverignty

The concept of inner sovereignty really resonates for me; I see myself and those around me claiming it ever more deeply. What an exilerating, scary journey this is. This helped:

From: Lisa Rene

The Tree of Life

December 2013

When we identify what it is stimulating fear into victimhood, we stop giving it power over us. Second, one must leave all false beliefs of security, stability and protection as a measurement made in the material reality. This is the true understanding that money, houses, careers, bank accounts, credit ratings; marriages are not the real sense of one's security. To use any of these items as a life boat to feel secure and stable, is a total delusion of power which is eventually designed to fail. This is to break one's self esteem through continued betrayals of trust and calculated by the False King of Tyranny to create codependence, frailty and apathy. Many humans are learning this lesson in a very painful way during this cycle.  We must learn to identify the difference between the False King and the Holy Father in order to find true security, stability and grounded spirituality within...

Finding Base Security and Inner Stability

One must make a sincere effort to stop the delusion of basing one's self esteem being made on the appearance or assumption of outer circumstances. For many of us, this is our immediate task at hand, to be mentally and emotionally freed of being bullied, intimidated, and threatened against one's sense of inner security, stability, foundation and wellbeing. We must master this lesson with the Cosmic Holy Father. He is embodied here in matter to give us his hand in supporting this truth. It is only the Trinity of which leads us back to the inner One, that is our real security. That relationship is totally up to each of us. Only you can develop trust in that relationship with God, no one can do that for you on the outside.

The foundation of our lightbody is our form holding energetic blueprint which exists as the holographic Tree of Life. We are being pushed hard to surface that which has stunted our spiritual and personal growth which exists at the base levels or unconscious levels.  When we hold unresolved and unconscious pain in our base frequency, it weakens our entire foundation; it erodes the roots which hold the base of our personal Tree of Life...

When our power is used for the greatest good and in the service for others, when we dedicate ourselves to do the best we can every day to have aligned thinking, speaking and actions, the embodied spirit of these combined virtues give us massive inner spiritual strength. This strengthens our inner foundation and it is that spiritual strength which greatly blesses us to feel supported and progress on our consciousness path of mental and emotional freedom.

Inquiry Meditation on the Father Archetypes and directing one's Personal Power:

• Where are you dissipating or wasting energy or time?
• Does the inner and outer tyrant inflict self-torture? If so, how can you immediately change those thoughts and circumstances?
• Do you understand and admit your weaknesses and realize how they can be exploited?
• What is the motivation behind your thought processes and behaviors?
• Where do you have issues of self-control which interfere with courage, determination and patience?
• Are you willing to be the Force of Goodness and cultivate virtues and ethics to be the will to good?...

new vision for this blog

My energy is so different this year. I have had to make adjustments, leave a group, change relationships because when I have a conversation about limitation, lack, story, it just feels so heavy in my body. This blog has been dedicated to sharing my journey of how this ascension experience is unfolding for one person with the desire to mitigate feelings of alienation, shame, loneliness, judgment in others by perhaps seeing this is a universal experience, not just one of us wigging out. I sense a big shift is underway for me. What I have been sharing is primarily the release process and what it looks and feels like for me. Since I no longer am focused on releasing, am now focused on embracing, knowing, trusting, obviously this blog will shift to reflect that. I am also playing with my two web sites I am developing. This is just giving you a heads up in case you are one of my beloved devoted readers. It is also a way of  honoring myself by publicly stating where I am. In this the I don't know energy is present too. I don't actually know what I will do until I do it. You have no idea how liberating this is for a former control freak. Feel free to share any comments, questions or concerns. Love you, my darlings. You are all so precious, so adorable, so loved!!!!!!!!!!

embracing emptiness, anxiety, I don't know- feeling safe

I have been in a fairly strong energy of emptiness, mild anxiety and a lack of clarity about next steps that amounts to a clueless energy. I just listened to Matt Kahn's broadcast last night that helped me shift my relationship to these energies. He said these are all symptoms of the release of the ego and thus to welcome them as harbingers of our imminent connection to our Source and our True Identities. Huh?!?!?! I know I have heard this before yet not in quite this way and for whatever reason, it sunk in. I slept amazingly well after recognizing I was judging myself as a failure and no-good-nick for not getting moving on work/career/money. I was like what the #$$%^^&&& is the matter with you, no common sense, just like your dad told you. Yup, true enough, I do have no common sense yet lots of uncommon sense. Today I am just doing whatever arises and feeling good about, it feeling safe doing it, not freaked I should be doing something else, trusting all will be well. I feel my fear of scarcity drifting away. I feel myself more empowered than ever. I just wrote an email that may be challenging for someone I care about yet knew I had to reveal that the dynamic between us was one that was not feeling good to me. I did not go into long explanations or defense, just a simple statement of what works for me to see if it works for her. No attachment to outcome. This being sovereign is shit scary yet so delicious at the same time. 

I am still exercising every day this year, have released about 7-8 pounds, made six trips to donate things as I am clearing out my house, been cooking new, healthy meals, organizing and cleaning daily, creating new class promos and I was still not satisfied? This after years of barely being able to crawl down the steps. huh? what did I want from myself? I see now how much I did to feel protected. I can't remember if I already wrote about this but a beloved teacher pointed out to me that I was Type A spiritually, ruthlessly whipping myself to be more spiritual, do more processes, release more etc. Done with that too. He called it my spiritual stunt double masquerading as me. Beneath that is my tender, vulnerable, real self who is beginning to feel safe enough to emerge. My weight, fear of scarcity, focus on $, going toward or away from relationships; seems most of my life was based on trying to keep myself feeling safe. Today I am in relationship with the anxiety, the uncertainty, the emptiness, the lack of directions and it is not very uncomfortable. whowowowhow. This adventure is definitely not turning out as imagined yet what a ride!

Matt Kahn's show: https://de149.infusionsoft.com/go/BTOS/MattKahn/ 

monsters, questions, feeling good

written a week or two ago- finally getting around to publishing it:

The first thing I want to mention is how i caught myself in the act of self rejection. My eye caught  my blog about vanquishing the monsters. huh? I thought I was choosing to love the part of myself that is afraid, that feels anxiety- then how can I call it a monster? Guilty as charged and now in self reform school.Catching myself more frequently being out of self love and that is now a no fly zone. But I will not judge myself for not loving myself, nope, see that trap from afar.

The second thing is how much I love questions. I have sat with the question of how to  release the egoic energy of trying and effortless action arrived to answer my question. Then I had a question about how to feel safe and keep my heart open with uncertainty so often looming. I wanted a magic answer to sooth all my concerns. Instead I found another area I was a puppet to- first to external love and relationships, then to anxiety and overwhelm, now to uncertainty, money, my old definition of success. Adios old energy, you no longer serve me and you definitely don't feel good.  By the way, the answer to feeling save with uncertainty is just to accept and allow uncertainty- duh! I can feel a sense of mastery arriving that allows me to accept uncertainty, at least more often than before. Shew, what a ride.