Now is an ideal time to do ritual, a treasure map, writing down intentions for the astrological new year that began yesterday with the new moon. Plant the seeds of your dreams and visions into the field of consciousness and see what grows this next year. It is also an important time to be in nature and to get your body moving, whatever way feels best.
Monday, March 31, 2014
Saturday, March 29, 2014
a request for clarity
Darlings,
Two situations are currently not presenting any clarity to me. They both matter to me and I ask for your support, light, prayers in reaching clarity. I spoke with a consultant yesterday who highly recommends I not pursue the two websites I had taken months to choose the names for, but rather consolidate to one site. This would mean choosing a new site what would honor both intentions, my conscious parenting as well as my intent to guide others to remember themselves as the love that they are. Please hold with me that I discover the ideal integration of these two.
Also the cat we caretake for, Panther, is not well. She is feral and has intermittently trusted us, allowed us to touch her. She is laying around and is clearly not well. It would be quite difficult and undoubtedly traumatic to capture her to take her to a vet. I have no clarity yet what she would prefer. Please join with me in sending her light and healing and in gaining clarity about what would best serve her. Thank you.
Two situations are currently not presenting any clarity to me. They both matter to me and I ask for your support, light, prayers in reaching clarity. I spoke with a consultant yesterday who highly recommends I not pursue the two websites I had taken months to choose the names for, but rather consolidate to one site. This would mean choosing a new site what would honor both intentions, my conscious parenting as well as my intent to guide others to remember themselves as the love that they are. Please hold with me that I discover the ideal integration of these two.
Also the cat we caretake for, Panther, is not well. She is feral and has intermittently trusted us, allowed us to touch her. She is laying around and is clearly not well. It would be quite difficult and undoubtedly traumatic to capture her to take her to a vet. I have no clarity yet what she would prefer. Please join with me in sending her light and healing and in gaining clarity about what would best serve her. Thank you.
Wednesday, March 26, 2014
Who wants to play the abundance game?
I have been playing the abundance game for years with moderate success. I have owned 3 homes, been around the world twice, lived and traveled abroad for over six years, taken every educational/personal growth opportunity I desire, adopted a child and worn fantastically fun, playful jewelry and clothes. Not too shabby. Yet I've done so always worrying about money as my net worth soared and nose dived numerous times. I have taught two or three abundance classes yet I always wavered with my intention and did not stay focused. This time feels different. Since the recognition that my second thought when my daughter was evaluated for surgery was "how much does it cost?" I have been committed to ending the scarcity in my life. That just was NOT working for me. No more having money as the nagging thought that doesn't leave. I have had tremendous freedom to live as I choose yet have done so with constant worry about paying for it. The surgery in October pushed me into committing to complete financial freedom. Listening to Matt's UTube posted below finalized my commitment. I recognize I am where he was and seeing how quickly he turned his scarcity around (three months) helps me focus more intently. He said his main gift was his relentless focus. I am capable of that too. So I am committing this time to be a bull dog on a pork chop with abundance. No turning back. I had just posted all those blogs about abundance and then hearing MAtt's video clip told me it was time to saddle up the horse. Since I began playing my abundance game this time around, I have attracted $4100, $3000 through a forgiven debt and $1100 from pure magic. Plus a gorgeous mermaid statue, new clients, new students, new work opportunities, new support to get my passion to a wider audience. Also someone who I gave money too over ten years ago spontaneously decided to pay me back.
F U N !!!
So here is how the game is played. See abundance everywhere. Choose only abundant words. I sometimes dance when a bill is due or when I feel scarcity trying to pull me into its lure. I am relentlessly focused on loving myself, recognizing my intrinsic worth, loving everything that arises, releasing all complaints. I look for and see abundance everywhere. I A M F O C U S E D! I do not let my attention waver from my intention. Students, clients, work, opportunities, blog readers are showing up in record numbers. I have had more students/clients this week then in years. So want to play with me as an experiment. Feel free to join in and report in the comments all your success and abundance pouring in. That is another thing I did. I have an Aquarius charm of a sensuous woman carrying an urn with liquid spilling down on to her from it. I see it as abundance constantly spilling on me with an endless supply. Wearing it keeps me focused on my intent. If you'd like to declare yourself relentlessly focused on abundance, feel free to tell us in the comments. Whoopee, what a ride!
p.s. just for fun, I found a photo of me that got taken accidentally on photo booth back in January and one taken just now and posted them on the bottom of this blog. Take a look, So abundance is not only good for the pocketbook, it is good for the face, for beauty. Scarcity ages us, abundance youthens (I just created a new word, feel free to use it) us. I didn't even comb my hair for the photo, just took it as I was radiating abundance. For me that is a stunning example of how profoundly we can shift our reality and even our appearance!
p.s.s. just had fun at my bank volunteering to help out in their vault and luxuriating in being surrounded by so much money. (they didn't take me up on my offer) I AM so abundant I am just totally surrounded by money. I have my friends at the bank doing the a bun dance too! party!
F U N !!!
So here is how the game is played. See abundance everywhere. Choose only abundant words. I sometimes dance when a bill is due or when I feel scarcity trying to pull me into its lure. I am relentlessly focused on loving myself, recognizing my intrinsic worth, loving everything that arises, releasing all complaints. I look for and see abundance everywhere. I A M F O C U S E D! I do not let my attention waver from my intention. Students, clients, work, opportunities, blog readers are showing up in record numbers. I have had more students/clients this week then in years. So want to play with me as an experiment. Feel free to join in and report in the comments all your success and abundance pouring in. That is another thing I did. I have an Aquarius charm of a sensuous woman carrying an urn with liquid spilling down on to her from it. I see it as abundance constantly spilling on me with an endless supply. Wearing it keeps me focused on my intent. If you'd like to declare yourself relentlessly focused on abundance, feel free to tell us in the comments. Whoopee, what a ride!
p.s. just for fun, I found a photo of me that got taken accidentally on photo booth back in January and one taken just now and posted them on the bottom of this blog. Take a look, So abundance is not only good for the pocketbook, it is good for the face, for beauty. Scarcity ages us, abundance youthens (I just created a new word, feel free to use it) us. I didn't even comb my hair for the photo, just took it as I was radiating abundance. For me that is a stunning example of how profoundly we can shift our reality and even our appearance!
p.s.s. just had fun at my bank volunteering to help out in their vault and luxuriating in being surrounded by so much money. (they didn't take me up on my offer) I AM so abundant I am just totally surrounded by money. I have my friends at the bank doing the a bun dance too! party!
love this!
The Love Revolution - Matt Kahn/TrueDivineNature.comPlease subscribe to our YouTube channel and share these videos as you are inspired, and as they speak to your heart:...
some notes from his talk that I consider super valuable:
some notes from his talk that I consider super valuable:
Yoho when get a bill get excited as opportunity showing new abundance; bill proves I’m abundant small number on credit card is all they are asking for, I have that smaller mount I have it therefore I am abundant and rich, I have everything I need exactly when I need it; whooho I’m wealthy; 3 months transform reality, windfall created and it did in three months; when see something willing to go for it relentlessly; notice all abundance in others; abundance; manifestation cosmic word game; I love you to yourself and to everyone; “life will pay you to not worry when you spend your time loving yourself”, life cosmic word game, all words have energy, the words you say most often to yourself dictate how you feel about yourself and thus how the world sees you; there is no world just reflections of how you see yourself then you call forth actors to treat you the way you feel about yourself most often; “life is a play but are you playing yet?or are you lost in the play?” once you get everything you desire materially then life takes on a much bigger picture and you desire all beings around you to have the same joy and abundance you are experiencing; the kingdom is your own heart and you enter the kingdom by giving love to your own heart and becoming the safest person for you to be around one I love you at a time; the love revolution is the only way for this to unfold “I love you, every time you say it, your barriers your walls, your inner imprisonment dissolves. I love you, I love you”
a bun dance 2
I love breaking down words. How about letting your bum (tush, hinney, butt) dance today?
Abundance is the energy of permission. The more you permit yourself the right to desire what you want, express gratitude for what you have, and be excited for whatever comes you’re way, the more abundance you are bound to receive. www.truedivinenature.com
ps the picture from the a bun dance post below is from Oracle Report; I couldn't get them on the same page so I just gave up and did a bum dance :)
Sunday, March 23, 2014
coming Home, maintaining faith, erasing doubt
Beloveds,
For me there is some major mojo in the air. It feels like something big is on the move and Friday I felt like my head could blow off and my body explode as it did its best to contain the expansion. I felt like I was on speed and downed numerous camille teas to try to calm down. I kept gritting my teeth as they were so on edge. Yet there was this incredible sense of arrival and of KNOWING. I was no longer resting in blind faith and trust, I KNEW that the vision I have had for myself is real, will manifest in time and that all is well. I had several possibilities landing on my doorstep and one is astonishing in its magnitude. Now this is coming from an arid desert of little movement, success, interest in my work, my passion, my commitment for almost a decade. I fell deeply into this journey in 1999 and have had little concrete indications that my vision was anything but a pipe dream. My last class in 2013 had exactly one student, my advertisements had almost no results and it looked like I was dead in the water. It was not easy to keep the faith with so little evidence to support me. My guides had assured me for a long time that 2014 was my year but their sense of things and mine seemed to be far apart sometimes so I did not know exactly what to expect. Yet Friday I KNEW in my body all would unfold as they had assured me, that I would be able to reach as many people as I desire with my message and gifts, that I would not be just fine financially but abundant (they say beyond my wildest dream yet my dreams can be pretty wild). This KNOWING happened once before when I put on a very fancy dress at Nordstrom and the feeling tone of my future life flooded my body. I felt such joy and the love that surrounded me as a pre recognition was all of my dreams alive in my body, doing a joy jig. Yet the years of exhaustion, scarcity, loneliness, trauma, terror, anguish, non recognition, almost no income from my work, few friendships, isolation, lack of results, eroded my confidence, my belief in my abilities, my vision. While my certainty and confidence have been increasing for some time, this last week has brought me absolute confidence in my abilities and my sense of self worth now feels rock solid. I also have more new friendships and social interactions this year then I have had since University. I am getting a number of emails expressing interest in my work. It is like I fell through the rabbit hole and ended up in a whole new world. My classes and gatherings are generating a lot of interest, people are receiving significant transformations from a few times being supported by me, I see and know quickly what the source of the challenge is, my intuition is often crystal clear. It seems my time in the cocoon is coming to an end and now I feel more concerned about how I will go from hermit to keeping up with the new demand. Wild. I share this with you as one of the most difficult aspects of this journey for me had been to keep the faith especially in the darkest hours. I would receive assurances from my guides of my rosy future yet when one is down on their knees, it is hard to see beyond the next moment. It was so hard sometimes not to stay in despair and think it would never end, never really change, never be anything like my dreams for my life.Yet now my most precious dream has come true, harmony in my home and within myself. I can't remember the last time I felt anxious and I am rarely overwhelmed. Now that is miracle territory. I share this for those of you still in the thick of things. Can you reach out and feel my hand holding yours, assuring you all will be well. One of my strongest wishes for myself was that I could have trusted more while immersed in transformation that I would emerge and finally find mySelf. I am tenacious for sure. Beloveds, can you believe in yourself and know your own inner wisdom will guide you Home? If not, feel free to borrow my faith for you. You see, I KNOW for you too if you are willing to do the work, go inside and bring anything that is not love to the light of day you will come Home to yourself. Will you believe me when I assure you it is so worth it? May you know the trust I often lacked, may it guide you Home.
Some post/Utube's I found supportive:
Here we go: http://www.gamabooks.com/3.21.2014.html
Marianne Williamson, mystical power of intimate relationships, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4-ZLkxlV1O8
For me there is some major mojo in the air. It feels like something big is on the move and Friday I felt like my head could blow off and my body explode as it did its best to contain the expansion. I felt like I was on speed and downed numerous camille teas to try to calm down. I kept gritting my teeth as they were so on edge. Yet there was this incredible sense of arrival and of KNOWING. I was no longer resting in blind faith and trust, I KNEW that the vision I have had for myself is real, will manifest in time and that all is well. I had several possibilities landing on my doorstep and one is astonishing in its magnitude. Now this is coming from an arid desert of little movement, success, interest in my work, my passion, my commitment for almost a decade. I fell deeply into this journey in 1999 and have had little concrete indications that my vision was anything but a pipe dream. My last class in 2013 had exactly one student, my advertisements had almost no results and it looked like I was dead in the water. It was not easy to keep the faith with so little evidence to support me. My guides had assured me for a long time that 2014 was my year but their sense of things and mine seemed to be far apart sometimes so I did not know exactly what to expect. Yet Friday I KNEW in my body all would unfold as they had assured me, that I would be able to reach as many people as I desire with my message and gifts, that I would not be just fine financially but abundant (they say beyond my wildest dream yet my dreams can be pretty wild). This KNOWING happened once before when I put on a very fancy dress at Nordstrom and the feeling tone of my future life flooded my body. I felt such joy and the love that surrounded me as a pre recognition was all of my dreams alive in my body, doing a joy jig. Yet the years of exhaustion, scarcity, loneliness, trauma, terror, anguish, non recognition, almost no income from my work, few friendships, isolation, lack of results, eroded my confidence, my belief in my abilities, my vision. While my certainty and confidence have been increasing for some time, this last week has brought me absolute confidence in my abilities and my sense of self worth now feels rock solid. I also have more new friendships and social interactions this year then I have had since University. I am getting a number of emails expressing interest in my work. It is like I fell through the rabbit hole and ended up in a whole new world. My classes and gatherings are generating a lot of interest, people are receiving significant transformations from a few times being supported by me, I see and know quickly what the source of the challenge is, my intuition is often crystal clear. It seems my time in the cocoon is coming to an end and now I feel more concerned about how I will go from hermit to keeping up with the new demand. Wild. I share this with you as one of the most difficult aspects of this journey for me had been to keep the faith especially in the darkest hours. I would receive assurances from my guides of my rosy future yet when one is down on their knees, it is hard to see beyond the next moment. It was so hard sometimes not to stay in despair and think it would never end, never really change, never be anything like my dreams for my life.Yet now my most precious dream has come true, harmony in my home and within myself. I can't remember the last time I felt anxious and I am rarely overwhelmed. Now that is miracle territory. I share this for those of you still in the thick of things. Can you reach out and feel my hand holding yours, assuring you all will be well. One of my strongest wishes for myself was that I could have trusted more while immersed in transformation that I would emerge and finally find mySelf. I am tenacious for sure. Beloveds, can you believe in yourself and know your own inner wisdom will guide you Home? If not, feel free to borrow my faith for you. You see, I KNOW for you too if you are willing to do the work, go inside and bring anything that is not love to the light of day you will come Home to yourself. Will you believe me when I assure you it is so worth it? May you know the trust I often lacked, may it guide you Home.
Some post/Utube's I found supportive:
Here we go: http://www.gamabooks.com/3.21.2014.html
Marianne Williamson, mystical power of intimate relationships, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4-ZLkxlV1O8
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