Jim Carrey MUM commencement speech 2014

love over fear, free your mind:


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yes love over fear

blog from my new team leader featuring yours truly:

http://leadaslove.com/2014/06/13/love-over-fear/


Decided to quote the part where she mentions me as money fears, at least where i live, are very pervasive:

• Take my client Savannah for example. I got this email in my inbox last night: “fun fact, my money situation was the lowest in MANY years when i made the decision to invest in the web site with you and immediately after i decided, it has turned around a bit.” She so eloquently went on to explain that, “for me it was a universal set up- would i go ahead against all odds? would i choose the courage of my convictions in the face of one of my oldest nemesis, money fears?”
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  Well, the rest is history for Savannah. She stood bravely in the discomfort of her “money fears,” with the awareness that it is just that, a fear, and as soon as she put the wheels of her creative desires in motion WA-LA! The money came to support her and we have been happily co-creating ever since :). Thanks for being an inspiration and a leading example of what it means to do the work, Savannah!

solar flares, full moon and best article ever

Beloveds,
How are you faring? Super intense yes? Between the solar flares and full moon my butt has been dragging for sure. I have had two, two cappuccino days and looks like today will be another. I have also been blessed with two waterfall days but believe you me, it was hard lugging myself even to the river. Be gentle with yourself my loves. Know there is nothing wrong, you are merely clearing yourself for the remembrance of your true nature. All is well. I have been super exhausted yet I am actually able to say to myself, yup, transforming into a crystalline body ain't easy. I have been able to allow myself to creep along without any subtext of judgment, criticism or concern. Now that is a miracle.

Below is one of the best articles I can ever remember. Give yourself the gift of reading it. Spend time in nature today FOR SURE. S L O W down, these times can be very grueling for the body so do your best to pamper your's with loving attention. I love you. Huge savannah hug.

http://truedivinenature.com/EnergyUpdateJune2014.htm

my team

I now have a team helping me develop a web site and presence. It is lead by a powerful woman named Kim. She is supported by two lovely ladies, Kate and Jane. Speaking to them the other day ignited a fire of remembrance within me as I discovered more details of my vision and purpose. I was euphoric as tears of joy flooded my with increasingly clarity. I honor and thank them all.

time lock release

One of the bigger challenges of this journey is the isolation I have experienced for much of my life, particularly the last years. I was almost never completely alone, I usually had one or two close friends and/or a partner. Yet especially lately it has been like, what is up with this? I know I am likable, why do I remIN SO ISOLATED? PART OF ME KNEW IT WAS ESSENTIAL FOR MY PARTICULAR PATH AND DESTINY. THE SOLITUDE FORCED ME TO DIVE DEEP WITH IN to discover a wellspring of inner beauty and awesomeness (I am sure that is not even a word and I don't know what is up with the Capitals, they keep turning themselves on.) I heard a concept some time ago of time locks, where one is locked into a certain position until the gates open. I believe this is occurring for me now. Until 2012 I was extremely isolated. I basically had a few friends hundred or thousands of miles away, a child and a dissolving marriage until I gained one friend in 2011 who lived an hour away. In 2012 I slowly began having a few social engagements, 2013 a few more. From the end of 2013 until now, it went to maybe one social engagement a week. This week the door opened further and I have five lovely plans this week. The last time this happened was like, never. I also am recognizing how when i drop inner barriers, my external world shifts accordingly. I went to a gathering of my Temple group for the first time in half a year and it felt like a new group. I had always experienced myself as slightly on the outside. Now I felt welcomed and honored, greeted with such open acceptance. As part of a Temple exercise, several women told me how much softer and more open I actually looked. I was impressed that it was visible in my face. One had tears as I poured love into her eyes.
So back to the theme of seeing this as a punishment when things are not flowing. I now see it as vital and essential for me to become Who I am slowly emerging to be, one who sees Herself, one who remembers her own magnificence, one who remember that each of us is a miracle. One of my favorite quotes that has always guided me is more true now than ever.

Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.

Rumi

repeat- this is what the hell i need

Just looked again at this and feels truer now then when i first published it in Jan. 2012. Yup, I really often can see it. I literally had tears of joy in my sacred meditation space, other wise known as my hammock just a while ago. I was thinking how any concept I had of God some years ago might have included (close your eyes if you are inclined to see things as blasphemous) the words masochist, sadist, cruel, merciless, diabolical, barbarous, blood thirsty, vicious, ruthless and brutal. Lately I see how all the puzzle pieces fit together and pushed me through the fire's of transformation on the bullet train. I was feeling such gratitude and now would characterize the Divine as wise, clever, all seeing, all knowing, astute, ingenious, brilliant, perceptive, insightful and knows what is for my highest good. Oh yea baby, it often wasn't pretty. Yes, the cost was rather uncomfortable but what price can you put on true freedom and being in love with oneself and life? I just gotta say YES, I am willing to pay this price for bliss.
If I could return to my younger self, I would whisper assurances to her and ask her to trust more. I would tell her all her challenges were not punishments or the results of her perceived inadequacies, quite the opposite. I would cuddle and cherish her, promising her that the obstacles were in her path to guide her in the exact direction that would best position her with the highest likelihood of fulfilling her dreams and vision.
I certainty have not fulfilled the totality of my vision. Yet I have a taste of certainty, competency and confidence that in time I will. For the first time in my life, existence does not feel like  constant burden. Yes, it is still often challenging. Yet there are moments of absolute clarity and knowing that I will actually get where my vision leads me, despite all my current misgivings and discomfort. A wellspring of trust has arisen and an ability to witness how I am being divinely guided to my destiny.

"Whatever the hell happens, say this is what I need. It may look like a wreck, but go at it as though it were an opportunity. If you bring love to that moment, not discouragement, you will find the strength there. Nothing can happen to you that is not positive. Even though it looks and feels at the moment like a negative crisis, it is not. The crisis throws you back, and when you are required to exhibit strength, it comes." 

- Joseph Campbell, the Follow Your Bliss Man 

seeing Christ and odds and ends

I love this painting made by a 9 year old. She is currently 12 and doing amazing work. I cried as i stared into his eyes.





here is her web site:

http://www.shangralafamilyfun.com/prodigy.html

a lovely post:

http://www.jenniferposada.com/fires-in-the-heart-the-serpent-returns-an-oracles-prophecy

and a lovely quote: 

"I will not die an unlived life.

I will not live in fear of falling or catching fire.

I choose to inhabit my days to allow my living to open me,

to make me less afraid,

more accessible,

to loosen my heart,

until it becomes a wing,

a torch, a promise.

I choose to risk my significance;

to live so that which came to me as seed

goes to the next as blossom,

and that which came to me as blossom

goes on as fruit." ~ Donna Markova

another great quote:

“Sometimes you have to burn your house down to see the moon.”

Old Zen Saying