what REALLY serves me, more clearing of limitations

Reading Lisa Renee’s article yesterday created a huge shift in me. I see I was looking at ways to control the fact that $ isn’t flowing my way and that  despite my clarity, my passion, my actually marketing it a fair amount this time, I still don’t have even one sign up yet for my beloved conscious parenting class that starts this week! so what the f*ck is up with that? right, last month I felt screwed by the Universe when 2 weeks of heaviness nearly ploughed me under. I was pissed off and felt betrayed. Like, after all this work, this is the repayment i get? what the &&@@#)*(&%#@@#%TYT@!!@#$% This time around I am experiencing it differently. First, because I SEE and KNOW the heaviness served me by bringing it clearly to my attention for clearing. I feel lighter than I almost ever have before. Yes, so many wayshowers seem to be taken to the brink. Yet I now see it as a gift  at least sort of. Why? Because basic survival is where the petal meets the metal. We all pay big time attention, right? I see one belief is definitely in my way and I am now clearing it playfully  Yet I realize that is not the biggest point, rather it is bottom line here. Do I trust the Universe or not? Can I truly surrender to the game plan my soul mapped out for me? It is just the ultimate wake up call forcing me to align more fully with my Divine nature and prodding me until I get it big time. No blame, no judgment, just a loving hand saying, over here, this way. Everybody seems to get to go through this initiation. So if I view it peacefully, with equanimity and full on trust I absolutely believe that sooner or later, I will catch the vibe wave and just sail into abundance and having my message and passion reach millions, if that is indeed my destiny. So I am choosing to keep playing with my vision, keep beaming my intent to the Universe like a light house, keep the faith and hang on. Whatever I need with the power of my intent will show up and clear, with my focus and passion guiding the way. No more back sliding even though my vision is resting purely on faith, not much  physical evidence to support it right now. I have cleared so much in my life especially crippling anxiety. no way i am not going to whole my way through this one too. It is a done deal. This is not about control, about me “figuring ” it out. I have set the course so now I just await a power much greater than I can imagine to take the reins and make this happen. Now I am just waiting for the evidence to show up at the bank or in whatever form of gorgeous abundance that brings me the material/ physical plane goodies my Divinity has planned for me. Yea, I wish that I have not been brought so close to the edge a few times but I guess that is what my soul required so I say YES.


P.S. After writing this about an hour later I found out my IRA made about a 20 % gain in a month! Now that is the magic I am talking about!

spiritual nomad:clearing beliefs in limitation

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Phyllis brought this to my attention on ThinkwithYourHeart.com. I am very intent on this area now and gaining so many awarenesses of the gifts of this process, of my attempts to control and be the maker and the do-er which I am discovering no longer works and of my lack of trust in my own Divinity and in the Universe to meet my needs, even though it always has. The article was a sweet reminder and eye opener. Perhaps it will serve you too.

This process is designed to cultivate the incredible inner strength needed to face yourself and your deepest fears of survival. You then become intimate with the universal Law of Abundance and learn how generous the universe really is, even if it's not all manifested in order of your personal preference. You find that somehow, someway, all your base needs are being met, even though you have not the foggiest clue how it's happening or who some of the strangers are that have appeared in your life to support you - in ways you would never imagine! You learn how to receive from total strangers (an illusion, as everyone is Family) or from new sources, and learn how to acknowledge and receive these new ideas of abundance of which you were not formerly aware.

So, most commonly, one is feeling a type of embarrassment at being in the situation one is in; yet, simultaneously, feeling gratitude at these blessings being demonstrated at the most mundane levels (or even incredibly opulent levels) of existence. Finally, at about this time, you begin to Trust and realize that you REALLY are divinely protected and supported! You can relax now (at least a little)!

I began to experience a new level of universal abundance and had to release my attachment to my ego's desire/need to create it as coming from me. That illusion was a tricky one to dispel! I spent many bemused moments pondering the circumstances in which I found myself. It cultivated in me a trust that my needs would be met and that my spiritual path and mission was indeed supported in the physical world.

These experiences DO cultivate a level of deep faith and trust in the Divine Order, even when you do not have any external validation of "safety" - and that safety could be monetary, emotional support or a place to call "home" with a bed in it. Even when you are feeling blind and disconnected, to face this uncertainty and to find yourself 'okay' with it all is a major revelation. When you realize that your deepest fears (so many of them!) did not happen anyway, and, if they did... well, it really was not as bad as you once imagined it! My God! You can face just about anything! Your personal power begins to increase and your inner light glows ever more radiantly!

 You cannot "make" anything happen while you are in this process. So, you must relax as best you can. You are in transition to your greater destiny. When relaxing, you are expanding, not constricting, and the divine forces can more easily work through you and for you. Know that transformational forces are working magic in your life in ways you cannot comprehend. There really IS a Divine Order to what is happening to you. Know that it is okay not to know. Get more comfortable with uncertainty and external chaos while you cultivate that impenetrable core of divine essence to show the way for you and others. Finally, know that your Family is out here. We get it; we know what it's like and we love you for walking the path with US!

Lisa Renee

dialogue on money/lack

conversation from ThinkwithyourHeart.com 

dancing unity (savannah) says:

October 11, 2013 at 7:44 pm

another stab at my $ question. It seems to me financial woes seems to be a common symptom of us wayshowers. I know for this to shift there is nothing TO DO. I know it depends on my BEING, my vibe. I know it is an individual process. Yet given how many of us seem to be affected despite a high level of awareness, I am wondering if the crystal ball has any info on this; my sense is that the shifting energies will make the transition into being in a vibe of abundance a little easier to discover just as the vibe of the equinox has made it sooo much easier for me to function and to be at peace/calm. Any sense this is in the cards? Seems like a little dough would make things easier for us to get our gifts into the world but maybe I am trying to put the cart before the horse.

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• Lauren says:

  October 12, 2013 at 10:55 am

  I agree…financial challenges def are a “wayshower/lightworker” theme.
  5D creation is holographic in nature so it REQUIRES that you put the cart before the horse!
• You have to play a little make-believe to get the momentum going…create your reality, THEN step into it. If you do it the other way around…wait for the supports to show before you make your move…you will continue to create more “waiting for your supports to show”.

  Remember, you have to get out in front of the energy here…you create the circumstances in your life, you don’t create your life FROM your circumstances.

  This switch in dynamic is EVERYthing, literally. You have to get accustomed to knowing and therefore trusting that the universe will supply.

  It’s all light-hearted imagination, play & pretend…the minute you take it too seriously (read: attachment) you plop back down to the “real world”…which is just another outdated version of make-believe anyway

  ♡

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  • dancing unity says:

    October 12, 2013 at 11:16 am

    I know my purpose and now trust my value. My challenge is to trust how to get it into the world. I am attached to my parenting class. for my other class had 2 sign ups, one showed. PArenting class- no sign ups yet. I get attached to outcome because I desire it so much and because of $. my unexpected major expenses  yesterday adds fuel to the fire. How to play and lighten up will now be my intent. I sooo feel the heaviness of my lack of trust in my ability to get it into the world. Thanks so much for this overview, very helpful. Hard to whole this since we are trained to DO and I so get the doing with attachment just keeps me stuck in the mud.   

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    • Lauren says:

      October 12, 2013 at 11:30 am

      yes, DOing is the tricky part when coming from truth, but it is a 3D requirement and one that will enable us to truly lead by example.

      We have to BE AND DO…in that order.

      When action at the 3D level comes from inspiration at the 5D level, you are golden.

      Anything that we DO out of fear (need) in this space will flop…anything we DO out of LOVE (desire) in this space will soar.

      Create from “having what you want” instead of “getting what you need” and the ideas, concepts, information, inspiration on “the how” will open up and flood you…in some cases till you drown 

      you already have your whole plan completed within you…you just have to open up and let it out…into the world.

      

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      • dancing unity says:

        October 12, 2013 at 11:58 am

        yes, i could feel my strategic mind try to “do” lightness and non attachment. it is so tricky as i “need” some money. My doing is coming from a mixture of need and passion/love so of course i recognize that screws up my results. I feel myself trying so hard to do non attachment. What is so clear for me lately is that I am not the maker and doer in this, if that makes sense. no way can my ego figure this out. Pre equinox the heaviness of my eons experiencing the heaviness of being human arose to be wholed. I didn’t plan or do it, it arose as it was necessary for my wholing. Trust for me is key now. I can’t make this happen, plan my wholing. I must trust it to unfold as needed to return to my own essence.
        Am reading a great book by Rasha called “Oneness”. She says not to take constant setbacks and trauma/drama as a sign we are off course, rather that we are right on course, in the final stages. Seems mean to have your best worker bees in the wayshower business get repeatedly trounced but there you go. My mind has no clue how to lighten up, get unattached and out of my own way. My mind wants to take control. My heart knows better.
        
        

        Lauren says:

        October 12, 2013 at 12:33 pm

        “My mind has no clue how to lighten up, get unattached and out of my own way.”

        try playing with your mind!…give it what it wants, which is a way out.

        The trick is, the only way out is thru…so allow your mind to give you all the “worst-case scenarios”…then play along by accepting all those scenarios as if they were true, feel the complete discomfort in all the “what-if’s”…don’t leave any out!…then your mind can stop looping, and you can get back to the business of LOVE.

        Once there…in the vibration of truth…your (higher) mind will open and flood you with possibility, opportunity and plans for how to make those two things a REALity.

        ♡

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        • dancing unity says:

          October 12, 2013 at 1:00 pm

          good idea, will give it a try, for now returning to functioning is on the agenda as I am scheduled to go out of state (hoho,  love that, meant to another state, as in to Nevada, but surely need to go to another state!)

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