this lousy world- Pema Chodron

Here is a delightful little video about how to deal with a lousy world. I hope you can get to the site- you might have to join serreal-. it is a lovely community you may wish to join anyway.

http://serreal.ning.com/video/pema-ch-dr-n-this-lousy-world?xg_source=msg_mes_network

happy thanksgiving

Beloveds,


I am so thankful for each of you and the connection we have. I hope each of us finds something today that makes our hearts sing with joy and gratitude. I am extremely thankful to have come through the bone crunching energy of transformation- at least for now. For now, I have vision and see where we are headed and IT IS GOOD! For those of you who can not see clearly today, I hope you can borrow my faith as so often I had to borrow trust from others that I would indeed survive. A year ago yesterday I really wondered if I would make it when my then husband announced that he would be leaving in a few days (he didn't- it took almost nine months which gave me the time I needed to heal.) If you would have told me then that he would indeed leave and that I would see clearly now that it is for the best and truly essential for both of us to reach our heart's deepest desires, I would not have believed it. Now I am absolutely certain that it is true. Luckily, my soul knew better than my mind. I feel yummy peace and gratitude and a slowly unfurling Love. I send it to each of you. For me, you mysteriously do feel like part of my family. A family that supports each other and never fights- perfect! Happy Thanksgiving, my Beloveds!


A gorgeous short video on gratitude:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nj2ofrX7jAk&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Latvia

Hello Latvia,

I must admit I knew nothing about Latvia. I had to look it up. I know it might sound silly but I am so excited.  I read there are not many more than two million people in Latvia and I am somehow connected to one of them! That is very delightful for me. I wish I knew more about each of you. I just know we are connected in some mysterious way. How delicious!

11-11-11- bliss or dud?

Beloveds,


I gotta tell you the truth. 11-11-11 felt like a dud to me. No big thing. Then to get hit two days later with another egoooo storm, part of me felt like I'd been had and not much had shifted. Wrong! Now I realized that that major crude that might have knocked me out for months passed in days. Yes, it was plenty nasty but am I glad it is up and out. As each of these gunk waves pass, I see more clearly and keep wondering how I could have been so blind. For me it is true. Vision is essential. When I see clearly, all desire to judge evaporates. I feel earth shaking belonging and connection, soul nourishing compassion. Yesterday I had the gift of a Thai massage done by a student at a massage school. It was fantastic and almost free. I giggled my way through it with waves of bliss. I wasn't foolish enough this time to think it would last or that the egoo was done. I just celebrated the moment and moved on. Synchronistically I kept meeting people I'd been wanting to connect with. Then I was offered a tiny job out of the blue, yet a job with tremendous potential doing something that is my passion and that I often do for free anyway. Also the situation with my daughter's school got change drastically. I am able to be more present and do things other than heal, heal, heal. I am actually able to live a bit. I do feel supported by Gaia and get something major is up. So I am going to have to change my vote on 11-11-11 from thumbs down to thumbs up. Something is definitely up and for me now, riding the wave is getting easier and even enjoyable. Thank God. If that is NOT the case for you, just trust you caught a different wave than I did. Shifting is actually quicker now albeit perhaps more intense. Trust you will be guided, surrender the reins. Have faith Beloveds, the new earth is being born.


For those of you still in despair, wanting to give up, here is a delightful article of hope and explanation of what is occurring, talking to those who feel 11:11:11 was a dud:


http://lightworkers.org/channeling/146657/manuscript-survival-part-49

soul support

Beloveds,

I just started following the comments on Lauren's site  http://www.thinkwithyourheart.net/


I had never done that before. Toward the end of the comments on the post about rebirth she gives some excellent information. Also there is such a sense of community for all of us ascending you might want to give it a peak. My energy has shifted and I feel like I passed through a big pile of major goo. Yippee!  Hope all is well for each of you.

Some word's of Lauren's I found helpful:

"so many of us on this path chose really hard beginnings to remove/heal/transmute human genetic implants that will benefit all of humanity, not just our little families."

Also here is a soul retrieval exercise from Lauren- see what you think.

http://www.thinkwithyourheart.net/wp-content/uploads/2011/11/An-Exercise-in-Soul-Fragment-Retrieval.pdf


this one is longer and explains how our world has been fueled by negative creation and how we can begin to use positive creation to initiate unbelievable transformation- mind boggling, really recommend this one, thanks Dave:

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9v-Z_FfBD5E

wow, keep finding more inspiring videos; this one is a bit outdated but explains ascensions, twin flames etc., uplifting

http://www.youtube.com/watch?NR=1&v=NyYDQ0fjpyA

ENJOY yes I feel more and more inspired by the possibilities.

surrender, trust and education

Wow, things are whirling for me since 11:11:11. Few days of peace then the baseball bat. I want to try to boil the essence of what I have realized these last days. Please be patient with my ramblings as I am not crystal clear. My daughter and her Dad came to blows over homework a few days ago. She has profound learning differences so school is very challenging. I finally got him on board helping with homework but it didn't go well. To cut to the chase we all ended up hysterical, threatening, separated, angry, hurt, and, at least for me, in utter despair. I could see no way out. I tried to resolve it logically, find a new school geared to her learning style- nearest one about 100 miles away and cost $25,000 per year. I really tried to use my will and control to fix it. Disaster. I finally surrender because there was nothing else left. A miracle occurred instantly and it was absolutely clear I got direction from beyond. We did a process that shifted my daughter's energy and was funny. Then she got the idea to write about her experience. It is wonderful and might be published in the local paper. I sent it to some people and we got an outpouring of support. I heard my friends' horror stories of being labeled retarded and developing such self hatred because of their learning differences a generation ago. Their experience and the new way I was holding her helped my daughter shift her negative view of herself. I continue to be almost shocked by how blind I have been to her experience. How is it that it is so difficult to see another's reality even when we live with them? Wild!
We were in unity and bliss until the next day when we tried to do homework. Now again I had expectations, was controlling and still in the old consciousness of do it or else. She ended up tearing the homework up and throwing it to the winds, I shouted until my throat hurt and again, separation and anguish, heartbreak. I tried to surrender but my surrender was shallow and false, linked to my ideas of right and wrong, very controlling with strong expectations. Well, after that explosion, I again truly surrendered. More miracles occured. Her parent/teacher conference led to a new direction, my Way of Mastery group held us both in such powerful love and light that things shifted, she miraculously did pages of homework without hassle with her Dad's help, etc. The point I finally got is pure Course of Miracles. Of myself I can do nothing yet when I join with my soul, God, higher self, whatever- I am unlimited. Possibilities outside the box miraculously appear. Hearts and doors open, love flows. Hum, let me think, which is better- despair, rage and control or surrender, trust and Love. I am on the Trust train and just pray I fall off of it less and less. Trust in a power beyond my little ego is all that keeps me out of edgy, nervous despair and discomfort. Boy, am I committed as I really feel horrible in the goo. Trust, trust, trust. I trust these disjointed ramblings convey beyond my words the hope I have for all of us. I just read a wonderful article that summarized my view of true education. If we education our children in this manner, the world's issues would be solved. Because education was my family's most important value it has been very hard for me to shift my beliefs about education but they are starting to crumble. My family members are doctors, lawyers, a former senator, etc. You get the picture. I was indoctrinated in the value of education. The question for me now is- what is a true, valuable, alive education? If anyone has any ideas or comments how we can alter our education system to truly draw from within, please let me know. Blessing in these interesting times! love savannah


Here is the article I liked so much:
http://srivast.org/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=202&Itemid=182&lang=en

transformational energies available through a portal until 4 p.m. PST November 13, 2011- Tom Kenyon

My intuition told me to pass this on. I did the whole hour meditation as suggested below. I have had slight discomfort around the area of my pituitary and a mild headache. Use your intuition to determine if this will be supportive and, if so, how many times to listen to the toning. Happy Age of Aquarius.

A Hathor Planetary Message Through Tom Kenyon Transmissions of Light:  A Hathor Planetary Meditation Reminder from Tom Kenyon The World Meditation on 11/11/11 The actual “Transmissions of Light” World Meditation (as our group together in Seattle will experience it) will run from 9 pm until 10 pm November 11th PST. Note: This is 5 am – 6am Saturday, November 12, GMT (Greenwich Mean Time). During this specific hour Hathors from the 5th through the 12th Dimensions will be bringing in light through sound. Hathors who reside in the higher dimensions (i.e. 9-12) are the ancient masters of their culture. In past Hathor events, Hathors from the 5th through the 8th dimensions have participated, but this will be the first event where Hathors from the 9th through the 12th dimension will bring in light and sound. While the concept of dimensions is a very complex affair, in this instance the central idea is that each dimension upward means that it is subtler in its nature. And the subtler the dimension, the more potential power there is to be accessed. As a result of this multidimensional orchestration on the part of the Hathors, I fully expect a profound and potent experience for all of us. If you choose to ride the energetic wave during this specific hour-long meditation, the Hathors suggest you listen to the Pituitary Dimensional Attunement seven times and then sit in silence for twenty to thirty minutes with your attention in the area of your pituitary. If possible, they suggest that you then lie down and rest. (Note: a link to the audio file for the Pituitary Attunement and instructions on how to use it, are at the end of this message.) The transformational energies around this Meditation will extend for a three-day period. The portal will initially open when we begin working with the group in Seattle at 7 pm on November 11th PST and continue until November 13th at 4 pm, PST, when it will close.  Meditation on the Pituitary Dimensional Attunement will be particularly potent during this entire time period. (To find your time corollary go to www.timeandate.com) The energetic of the Meditation, as well as the three-day gathering in Seattle, will transcend both time and space.  In other words, you can enter into profound states of inner awareness using the Pituitary Dimensional Attunement at anytime while the portal is open during the three-day period, regardless of where you might be physically located. If you follow the Hathors’ suggestion regarding the meditation, you would set aside about an hour when you won’t be disturbed. You would then listen to the Pituitary Dimensional Attunement seven times back-to-back (from your own computer and/or mp3 player). Then you would sit in silence with your attention in the area of your pituitary gland for twenty to thirty minutes. And finally, you would lie down, if possible, and rest for a while. Many of us will, no doubt, fall asleep during this rest period, and this is a good thing. If it happens for you, my suggestion is to just go with it. If you feel drawn to do the meditation more than once during the three-day period of the energetic, monitor yourself. If you start feeling more weird than usual, stop the meditation and rest. I anticipate a profound and deep experience for everyone who joins us in this meditation wherever they may be. And I welcome all of our world sangha to The Table of the Great Mystery. May we all be nourished and enlivened by the realms of light that will be opened. And may these transmissions of light extend to all beings who wish to receive them. Note: To listen to this file seven times, you must download it onto your computer and/or mp3 player. Do not continuously listen to it on our website. Too many people trying to listen to it on our site by clicking “play” over and over will literally freeze the audio file, and no one will be able to listen to it. Please download it to your computer. Also, you cannot download directly to a smart phone or an MP3 player. You must first download to a computer. Click here to read the instructions for the Pituitary Dimensional Attunement, as previously given, as well as to access the free audio file. On an unrelated topic: An independent documentary is being made about Tom’s life and work in sound healing. To see a preview of the film: http://www.woodycreekpictures.com/tomkenyon © 2011 Tom Kenyon. All rights reserved www.tomkenyon.com You may make copies of this message and distribute in any media you wish as long as you change nothing, credit the author, and include this copyright notice and web address.  Copyright (C) 2011 Tom Kenyon All rights reserved.